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What week is it now?

It’s been a few weeks since I last posted about my BPC journey. I’ve found it difficult coming to terms with my daughter dying and her first anniversary came up a couple of weeks ago or so. It dragged up all the emotion again and my head isn’t up to playing poker. Every week I write in the BPC weekly diary, to play a minimum of 10 hrs this week, but it never happens. But that’s not to say I do not do nothing. I still spend about 4 or 5 hours a day studying for at least 4 days and longer if I have no commitments. That’s one thing BPC can’t knock me for, my time spent going through all the Special Forces category’s and more. All my notes are this one long piece that gets longer everyday. But it did become boring just going on to the next video or webinar in the same series, so last week I said to myself, I’m going to start looking at other things and I checked out the Mindset section and thought wow, this is good. Then the previous live Webinars going back since I became involved and so...