It’s been a few weeks since I last posted about my BPC journey. I’ve found it difficult coming to terms with my daughter dying and her first anniversary came up a couple of weeks ago or so. It dragged up all the emotion again and my head isn’t up to playing poker. Every week I write in the BPC weekly diary, to play a minimum of 10 hrs this week, but it never happens. But that’s not to say I do not do nothing.
I still spend about 4 or 5 hours a day studying for at least 4 days and longer if I have no commitments. That’s one thing BPC can’t knock me for, my time spent going through all the Special Forces category’s and more. All my notes are this one long piece that gets longer everyday. But it did become boring just going on to the next video or webinar in the same series, so last week I said to myself, I’m going to start looking at other things and I checked out the Mindset section and thought wow, this is good. Then the previous live Webinars going back since I became involved and so it’s great to check out things I wasn’t quite sure about.
If I do have to be critical of BPC, there’s no teaching at all. I was under the impression that you have this coach who guides you through things and corrects you when you are wrong. No, instead, you are left to go it alone and if you have any problems or questions you write to support. Granted, this must have about 1000 members maybe all in the CFP program and it’s simply not time well spent. But I’ve had nothing since my welcome webinar with Alex.
I don’t bring hands up because I know what I did wrong and I don’t bring up times I was outdrawn because, I just don’t. So I just keep the studies going and when I get tired, I have a rest. It’s not easy being on strong medication, but I’m still enjoying the journey. It’s been a couple of months since I joined now and I do have to play this 300 hrs. I’m just going to have to play on my iPad more, but that means no stats. Tonight was the first time I’ve played whilst in bed and I dropped down to the lowest limit to do so. At least the rules do not say you can not drop down in stakes. Players think it’s a step below, I see it completely different, it doesn’t matter if I lose a buy in or two, it’s still only pennies. I do need to get into 3 figures by new year if possible and if I can play just a couple of hrs a night in bed, I will break that 100 hrs.
Right it’s 00-50am on a Sunday and the clocks go back in an hour, so I can relive this time again.
Onwards and upwards until next time.
I still spend about 4 or 5 hours a day studying for at least 4 days and longer if I have no commitments. That’s one thing BPC can’t knock me for, my time spent going through all the Special Forces category’s and more. All my notes are this one long piece that gets longer everyday. But it did become boring just going on to the next video or webinar in the same series, so last week I said to myself, I’m going to start looking at other things and I checked out the Mindset section and thought wow, this is good. Then the previous live Webinars going back since I became involved and so it’s great to check out things I wasn’t quite sure about.
If I do have to be critical of BPC, there’s no teaching at all. I was under the impression that you have this coach who guides you through things and corrects you when you are wrong. No, instead, you are left to go it alone and if you have any problems or questions you write to support. Granted, this must have about 1000 members maybe all in the CFP program and it’s simply not time well spent. But I’ve had nothing since my welcome webinar with Alex.
I don’t bring hands up because I know what I did wrong and I don’t bring up times I was outdrawn because, I just don’t. So I just keep the studies going and when I get tired, I have a rest. It’s not easy being on strong medication, but I’m still enjoying the journey. It’s been a couple of months since I joined now and I do have to play this 300 hrs. I’m just going to have to play on my iPad more, but that means no stats. Tonight was the first time I’ve played whilst in bed and I dropped down to the lowest limit to do so. At least the rules do not say you can not drop down in stakes. Players think it’s a step below, I see it completely different, it doesn’t matter if I lose a buy in or two, it’s still only pennies. I do need to get into 3 figures by new year if possible and if I can play just a couple of hrs a night in bed, I will break that 100 hrs.
Right it’s 00-50am on a Sunday and the clocks go back in an hour, so I can relive this time again.
Onwards and upwards until next time.
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